[Content warning: discussion of suicide, death, Nolan Williams, a psychedelics researcher who died by suicide in Australia a few years ago, kundalini awakening, psychosis and Psymposia]
I started recording these audio notes on Sunday evenings, which has been a really nice routine for me. I’ve kept up with that, but the last three weeks, I haven’t posted my recordings publicly.
I can’t explain all of the reasons for that, or everything in those (now private) recordings. Instead, here’s me drinking coffee and crying about suicide on a Thursday afternoon.
Please know that I am most definitely *not* suicidal, as I mention in the recording, though I do talk about my suicide attempt at 13 and the experience of suicidality.












